Do you guys think There’s a way I can pay somebody to kill me? At least that way my family gets life insurance. Plus I’m too afraid to die even though it needs to be done . There is no hope it had to be done. Where would I go to look? The projects ? I tried the other night I went through a bad area and tried to talk with some gang members so they just laughed Looked at me like I was crazy when I am crazy but like you know that’s the whole point here it’s time to kill the beast I just don’t know what I have to do to make that happen if I’m too chicken s*** to do it myself
