I am a person with very few friends ..

So there is this GUY A in my class who always works hard , comes in top 5 etc.
While me comes in last 5. He always look down on me and tells me I am not fit to be in this career.

The only one who support me was my best friend GUY B ( He was my crush ).

for others GUY A was like a star , for me he is not. So I decided to play with him telling him I am really attracted towards him etc etc. This was only known to GUY B .

At first GUY A didn’t fell for it , and he pointed out all my mistakes . So I thought let it be like before and should never talk to him and concentrate on studies.

After , 6 months

God answered my prayers , I became 1st in class atlast.

But I didn’t showed off , moved on like I used to be , Then this comes up , my bestfriend GUY B , got a girlfriend ( ofcourse I really liked him at that time and he was my only friend in college )
I couldn’t carry the pain . He started to become far away from me .

I needed someone to console me . after few weeks I suddenly get’s a text from GUY A , saying he was shocked to that GUY B got a girlfriend and thought I was actually his girlfriend and all.

I needed someone to console me , but not him . But what to do , I want to talk to someone .

We texted somethings and he asked me whether it was ok for us to be friends.

Well I wish , I should have stopped it there saying we shouldn’t.

But we continued to text for some weeks , about studies mostly ( ofcourse he asked how I became top and all ) .

Then one day , I heard that GUY B slept with his girlfriend , I was kinda disturbed , cause my heart still aches for him . I was so near , but I couldn’t be by his side . 😢

That night , GUY A asked me , when I confessed whether I said the truth , did I really like him ? .

I said no , I just played , I wanted someone to have fun with to play with, to flirt .

No reply , and GUY A also left , I was alone again , A few hours later ,

GUY A texts –

” so it’s okay we have s** , but not In relationship ” Like friends with benefits ” –

And I said “okay ”

I am stupid , I know that , the girl who wish for a fairytale love , going for friends with benefits .

I know I should avoid s** as much as possible and should tell him the truth , that I said it without thinking.

But I couldn’t – He helped me with studies , I was careful that I should be with him only in public , so that the S** won’t happen .

And he also said , that us being friends , no one should know about it.

Daily he asks me for photos and video chat , but I always reply him , I don’t mind being naked in front of his eyes not through Phone.

Exams came , I placed 2nd . It was wow moment for my parents.

Night , GUY A texted , I helped you for studies won’t you help me to release my stress .

What should I do , ?
He started texting me , I wish you was near to me etc etc..

We had p******** !

I should not carry this relationship anymore , cause I am not ready yet !

After a week , I told him tht we should stop and should never talk .

All these times GUY B was not in the picture , ofcourse he was all lovely dovey with his girlfriend .

Final exams over , we all passed .

And GUY A was selected to present his paper presentation on international level . That guy is sure is every girl’s dream – Hard working and success .

But his character was poor towards weak students in academics . So I should never talk to him again.

After our graduation , GUY A text me , once again , shall we do the p******** once more , we did .

And chat everyday . If I didn’t get a text from him , I feel disturbed .

I don’t like him , and ofcourse I don’t want to have s** with him .

I just only want someone to hear me and console me and he is there , so once I get a fairytail story prince , I will leave my p******** friend .

Cause , things won’t work out between us , and I really played with his feelings .

Today he left for his international , presentation , I didn’t said all the best cause I was jealous , I want to be more successful than him , to show him that I am not a s** material , I am much better than him .

And Then I could really say Goodbye to him .