People online who don’t know me, have never met me, but seen a picture call me ugly because I have things they want.

People who know me and I see almost daily tell me in so many ways I’m good looking, s*** attractive in many ways by calling me s***, beautiful (I’m a man btw), vibes, touching they way they look at me talk to me, daily. I’m cool too. Daily. (STRAIGHT) men, women, old and young. Every single day. Just today a woman I know, she’s older than me but not by much 5-10 years, I’m behind her in a drawer looking for something, she spins around in her chair, I have pes and a maker in this slim pocket probably made for pens right beside my zipper. It’s about an inch or so away from my zipper. She reaches over and starts playing with them going “what’s this?… what’s that?” She was probably joking, I didn’t really flinch, women are absolutely allowed to touch me especially if I know them, but I was thinking about it after, that was kind of s***. I’d let her do what she wanted. She likes me enough that sometimes when we interact, she’ll walk away and people wiĺ go “…. hey you got something going on with her?”

People call me ugly though. It doesn’t really bother me, like I said I know different, and not from looking in the mirror I just think “… man… I wonder what I have that they wish they did….”. I s not new either. I am blessed. I am not exactly the same as when I was 5, I’ve changed, but it’s never for the worse, and its always been good. I’m blessed. It not my fault, just the same as it’s not someone’s fault for being ugly or not s***. It’s your parents fault