I wish my mother would die in horrible pain. She wasn’t the worst mother there is but she wasn’t good either. I’m tierd of her narcissism and the fact that she is a control freak. Despite I moved away, I cannot forget her astronimical levels of histeria and her horrible behavior towards me which ruined my childhood and adolescence. I was never s******* abused by her on anyone else. Emotional abuse, coldness and frequent mood swings by my mother is far worse. I rarely ever received a kind word from her and she always criticized me for something. All the other kids were “much better” than me – she repeated that frequently during my childhood.

She should pay for it dearly and the day she dies, preferably in great pain, would be one of the happiest moments in my life. I told her exactly that. So, Maria, you ugly narcissistic witch, I wish you nothing more than slow and extremely painful death. That would be such a relief.