when someone talks to you about the painful part of their life.Listen to them,don’t judge thst they want attention or spmpathy.What if that person has nobody to talk to or doesn’t trust anybody to tell about her story and is dying inside keeping it all to herself and she just want to say it and scream it out loud but could and is just dying everyday and finding it hard to even wake up in the morning.What if she want yo wake up early,be normal,be productive but again life hits her and she goes to bed again wishing not to wake up and goes to sleep because its the only time she is not thinking anything.Just give time to a person who wants to talk.Because maybe you’ll regret you ignored her while she tried to tell you something and it got real hard to keep it to herself and she killed herself.But i am not someone who would ruin my life with drugs,alcohol and suicide because i have people i care.I care for my daughter,my mother and my brother because we are connected.If even 1 dismisses,we’ll become weak.And my soul would not be able to stand seeing them helpless without me.I want to get out of this marriage.Help my mother,she have spend all her life taking care of herself.I want her to meet her friends,family and enjoy life before she dies abd i can only do it only if i get out of this toxic marriage and if i get out of marruage my daughter will be all alone.I don’t understand why good have put me in between 2 paths.I am the only one connected.If i die everything will be over.But my daughter will be alone.Suicide is sure not my choice but please God please let my mom help me get out of this marriage or give me enough strength and a job to get out of this marriage.