I always find it kind of stupid when people will think like

Just for an example

Because I slave for an average pay and life but still getting by just fine, but really busting my a** (at the same time enjoying my job. It’s like getting exercise keeping me in great shape and alive and strong), but I’m an average schmuck, and I claim I am never leaving this small city I live in either, which is actually true. Basically I am saying “this is where I am, and I’m not going anywhere ever again…”

And at the same time we have people, women in particulat in other cities, in other places of the world, who are pretty much set in every way imaginable and let’s just say these women at some point in time caused me a lot of mental problems. They really, really fucked with my head in a negative way for various reasons. Spite, jealousy, anger, frustration, hell maybe they’re just plain sadistic, but they held the cards and the higher ground.

So they f*** with my head I figure it out and then years later, I’m over it. I’m severely scarred from the damage of it, very very badly scarred, but I’m as healed as I can ever be, considering. I’m doing alright, good enough for me, and I don’t have much weight on me, and their looking at me going “how can you do that?….”

And it’s hard to say “well, anything in the world would be better than getting mixed up with you… nothing is worth that”

Sometimes you don’t need everything to be good. I actually I do have everything and then some. But the key is, I would rather be here than there.

Others too, just because I’m single, doesn’t mean I want to not be single, with you…. maybe I’ll die alone, but at least it won’t be with you… haha SINGLE not LONELY or stupid.