I’ve been doing NOFAP for a while now to get over my p*** addiction, but lately i’ve been wondering what the end goal is? What is the point in all of this? We are all going to die in the end anyway but my body only cares about s** and my brain just wants a dopamine release. Where does that leave me? Why do i have these thoughts? It feels like im possesed by my own body. I feel like a machine. I feel like my body holds me back. I feel disgusted. I am slowly losing my reason to live. Why was i brought into this world? What have i been doing these past years? Im scared. I dont know whats going to happen. This feels like a dream, but i cant wake up.
