So I married this boy three years back.Who is trying hard to be a man and I into a man.Trying not so hard to be like typical married couples which we never approved of being into it,I thought we are going to have an amazing life even though we don’t have amazing job or salary.I thought I am going to be content with what I have but it turns out it is not what I thought of.I was just so childish to get married to a person whom you just new for 2 months,I should have given a second thought about his over possessiveness,his anger,the way he shouts, threatens.I thought it’s all because he loves me alot.This is what happens when a girl is made to feel she is not wanted and loved at home,this is what happens when a girl is treated like a mistake and a burden,this is how the wrong person disguise himself as LOVE to take her away.Dear, Mom and dad I don’t know if you even care but if it was my daughter in this situation,even if I was f****** poor I wouldn’t let my daughter waste her life like that just because of society,just because she has a daughter,just because I am scared to get out life miserable,it’s hard with a paralysed husband but I would have found out a way for my daughter get the hell out of a useless fake person.Life is so much more than a marriage,what’s the use of a marriage where you can’t think of a single day you were happy.Where you can’t even think of any memorable moment.I surely know I am not going to be in this marriage,I’ll rather die or run away.Its going to be hard to trust anybody but I swear I am never ever going to marry or love anybody.Once I get out of this marriage I am just going to live my life.I need nobody else than my family.Mom,dad,brother and ofcourse my daughter.Maybe she’ll understand one day,why her mother left.I am not scared even if she hates me.I love her and I am always going to love her.But right now I am so lonely,there’s nobody I can talk to,nobody I can trust.
