I’m in my senior year of college, and i’ve realized that I’ve chosen s*** friends to invest myself in, and that i didnt put the effort into the people who really mattered.

I invested SO MUCH in one person in particular. She’s dealing with a super rare and bad mental illness, and without exaggerating… i’m the only reason she’s made it alive through college. Because of her my own mental health went to s*** but i invested a lot in her… and she only seems to care about me when i am actively telling her i need her. I donno. I just feel super undervalued by p much my whole group if friends aside from my S/O, and i’m just.. really regretting not investing more of myself in other people. I kept hoping and thinking that things would get better once we got an apartment together, but instead things just got worse..

At least i’m my S/O’s priority in life. That’s one person i feel i have an equal relationship with