I’m mixed feelings about my date with this great guy. He seems like a really nice and funny guy and I’m excited to get to see this guy and get a feel about him. Though he seems like a chill guy, I can’t help but compare myself to pictures of other girls on his instagram and facebook. I’m not really as gorgeous or as fit as they are. I am not tall, beautiful, fashionable, and white like the other girls. And I can’t help but compare because at least if I am rejected, I didn’t let my hopes up.
