I feel so ugly and I hate my personality. I’m not a natural beauty, even with make-up I look like s***. I don’t think anyone will ever love me. And I don’t have a personality. They say looks dont matter if you’re funny or charming but I’m neither. I’m just a basic b**** with an ugly face. I got nothing going for me except that I’m doing medicine. But I’m not even smart either, I’m the dumbest of my class and I will probably end up being a basic doc instead of a surgeon since I can’t deal normally under pressure and social people get all the chances. I had an eating disorder a while back but I got rid of it and now I’m gaining weight again and everything is just going to s***. I feel like life will never be in my favor