I hate people who cause damage, severe damage, they take it farther than you yourself could ever take it, and then they sit there looking at it…

F*** off with the excuses, the guilt, you want this other thing but you can’t help thinking about, etc, etc… b*******.

Get real. You wanted to do as much damage as you possibly could. Personally I can’t understand why, but I wasn’t in control of it, so I cant say why or if I think about it even relate for that matter. I cant put myself in your shoes and understand, but whatever. Nobody can undo the damage either. Real damage too, and I’m not even taking about a person you damaged, I mean the entire thing. It cant be fixed.

So maybe f*** off an don’t make the same mistake again. Certain thngs in life are so completely negative, the best thing anyone can do once everyone involved is as healed as they ever will be considering, everything is accepted, there is no changing it and everyone is alright with that, there is permanent scars, but whatever, that’s life, right, the best thing to do is take what you have left, keep everything good that you found in other places after, and forget the past. Put your energy into the good s*** you have now, and if it means something to you, don’t f*** it up. Have some will power, and respect for the people you care about who care about you. Think about the long term consequences of your actions. They could be huge. The wrong move could lose things that are potentially the most important things you have ever had or ever will have, and choose wisely