I’m generally a pretty happy person, I’m living a good life, but a couple times a month I’ll just feel so completely emotionally numb that I want to feel something, anything so I cut. It’s not like I have depression or anything, when I feel numb it lasts only hours, and I vowed to stop cutting but I can’t stop thinking about it. I really really want to cut again. But maybe I’m just being a melodramatic little b****.