So, I’m not really sure how to start this confession so I guess I’ll just get straight into the details. I have a couple small animals, and a cat; my cat is getting old now, and in his old age he’s becoming really f****** annoying. It used to be only occasionally and only in my nightmares but now it’s getting practically every day and it’s just in my thoughts in general. I have thoughts of hurting him, killing him, biting him really f****** hard etc. It’s because of my anger because as I said recently he’s been getting really annoying, naughty and meows all the goddamn time. It pisses me off so much and I can’t hekp but have thoughts of hurting him. But I know that if I did hurt him I would be so upset and would more than likely kill myself because I love him, I really do, I’m just really fucked up.