Okay so yesterday I went out with my close friends to watch a movie and one of my friends started cuddling the girl he likes. The only problem is I got really mad and jealous and idk why but I can’t stop thinking about it. This has never happened before, I mean we always have our fights with about how I feel he prefers her over me ever since he began liking her but I’ve never felt so hurt about it. At some point the girl invited me to join them as she noticed I was being distant and I just started crying on her chest. I was just so frustrated and confused and it was really getting to me. Eventually they both noticed me and asked what was wrong but I kept denying anything was bothering me. Later on we had switched positions so I was the one closer to him and I was suddenly so much happier but the girl seemed angry at that point. Whenever he gave me attention she seemed so mad but I don’t understand why as she knows he likes her and she’s made it clear she has no feelings back. She also seemed really happy when I gave her my attention though? We got into a fight when we got home about how we both feel inferior to one another and we always compare ourselves to the other. Today she was being kind of bitchy to me and I think it’s because I told her I’m unsure if I our friend. Idk she doesn’t seem to like the idea of me possibly liking him. Point being I’m really confliced bc I might like my friend and I really don’t want to but I also know you can’t help how you feel about a person. I also don’t understand why the girl is acting so weird and it’s all so confusing and it’s stressing me out. Any comments will be greatly appreciated. I need advice but I just don’t know who to go to.