I’m just tired. Tired of it all. Tired of always being depressed; tired of being lonely; tired of being shy, though unfortunately that’s how I am. I can’t talk to a woman because once I look in her eyes I lose my thoughts and shut down. And if a woman smiles at me (wow) my day is complete but again I can’t speak.
So, I love seeing women and being around them but I’ll never have a girlfriend because of my shyness.

Tired of that.