I think I have shzicophrenia, I keep hearing things but I don’t know if they’re real, I heard a woman say “Lingering backs, like lingering backs, they are always watching you, lingering backs, lingering backs” and she kept saying over and over, and I read something about someone killing someone then I got a text message and I heard someone whisper “You should do that, kill her.” and I keep feeling as if someone is breathing in my neck. and I think my stepdad can read my mind, I think my life is a science expiriment, everyone is an actor, nothing is real, I feel weird. I turn over and I see a baby on the table but then it dissapears. In class I feel like someone watches me from behind.My mom just pretends to love me then she does something like pretend to forget to give me a goodnight kiss, I think this guy likes me and he keeps getting close to me in the school hallways. When I get mad I want to hurt myself, and it makes me feel alot better when I scratch my arms, stomach, and face. I don’t even know if what I think is real, sometimes I feel I might be wanting attention but then I just can’t trust my own thoughts because people stare at me as if they’re reading my mind . The voices say, ” That’s probaly poison, No! You’re gonna die!”, “Your so stupid, it’s not real.”, “It is real, and I’m here.”,”You need to stop being stupid”. I really don’t know what’s going on, I don’t know if these voices are real or if they’re just made up because I can’t trust what I’m thinking because I don’t feel I’m real.