I’m tired, messed up and confused.People are expecting so much from me that now I’m simply afraid to not be able to fulfill them. Rather pose them with even more of a disappointment.I have simply shut myself inside out and hardly give a damn about anything and everything.I put on a good face from the outside but inside I’m just fading into the swamp of numbness.The burden has now dominated my entire personality and changed everything in me that I thought was a strong trait once in me.Its frustrating and irritating.This whole thing goes on like clockwork, everyday, every hour, every minute, and the most frustrating part is,that I can’t do anything about it.