Today was a day which i actually felt what ive always said in my head, FAT/UGLY/STUPID/DISGUSTING. these are feelings which i have had for a very long time and it is only now in which im addressing it. maybe my life is not meant for this world but im still here, they say with life comes experiences, with experiences comes lesson but for me i dont know when those lessons begin or end. i know people say that you can change if you want but i just dont know, im just soo confused.