i called my dad “bro” once by force of habit and he went off on me, saying i was being disrespectful to him. i said i was sorry but it didn’t really seem like he accepted it, because he kept on talking. i’m not TRYING to be disrespectful. i f****** do what you f****** tell me all the f****** time. i don’t talk to you or talk back to you or even say “no” to you. not ever. because i’m afraid of you- i feel like you’ll blow up every second. also you make me feel terrible about myself by not letting me wear shorts above my knees and getting angry when i grow out of clothing.
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i am 60 now. My kids are grown up and moved to other cities. Because i am getting my pension before age 65. I can not work in the trade i know or any trade similar. I did not keep up with ever advancing technology . just lost my secondary retirement job because they sold to new owners.so i lost my healthcare. and of coerce i tore my rotatory cuff . for the first time in my life i cannot afford to get surgery. can not get a job due to injury and pension. also no usable skills , I feel useless. retirement sucks. This new world is changing faster then i can keep up. I have never been depressed before. Getting older is not for wimps or has been. The older i get the better i was.