Okay, so update from my last post.
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Still haven’t asked the “grocery boy” out. Ice cream is a good idea, but there’s nowhere nearby that has any. And asking him to lunch would be weird, because I don’t even know him…

And I know it’s stupid, but I didn’t even get his name. I can smell my chances slipping away, and I don’t know what to do. Slipping him my number and running is something I would probably do, but nobody wants to call the loser who can’t even say “Hi”.

Making him help me with my groceries is a little bit too much. It’s like my social anxiety gets twice as bad around guys I’m attracted to. My brain c***-blocks itself, which is amazing lol.

Anyways, I’m still going to die alone if I don’t do anything, so that’s fun.

(It’s not like I’m just assuming he’s going to be Mr Right, but I at least want to be ready for when a “good boi” approaches in the future, y’know?)