ive come to the conclusion that people dont really care about be, they hardly notice me. im so often forgotten or ignored that i really dont see the point in being around people. i have no one to talk to, no one cares enough to ask how im doing, even if they did i wouldnt know how to respond. im not doing okay and i havent been for years. i want to be happy again but i don’t remember how. i hate being a ghost in my own house. maybe i should just do everyone a favour and become a real ghost. no point in living if know one cares about you anyways.