How can I have been born so wrong? I’m a failure as a woman and as a human. I try to converse with my family and they want nothing to do with me. I cling to people until they have to surgically remove themselves from my horde. Why am I so loud? Do I not have any respect? Why can’t I just be thin and pretty and quiet? That’s all I want, just a quiet life away from everyone. How and why am I ruining everything? Just let me die quietly away from everyone, why is this so hard for people to hear????