I am a chinese female living in Germany. I have a resonable Job and a rahter good life.
Yet, i have this extreme desire to be humiliated for my race (in s***** ways). I want random strangers to abuse me, make me do a*** and then oral.. give me names. Call me ugly chink w**** or worse.
As a Flight Attendent I even w**** my self out to certain passengers on layover, not because i Need the Money, but because i want this humiliation.
I could give many more more examples.. but i guress you get the idea.

I still can be safed?