a lot of the time i feel like im someone else. its gotten so common that i feel like a new person every other day. honestly it scares me. it makes me wonder sometimes if the things i do are actually me doing it. sometimes i say things to my friends that i know id normally never say to them and it hurts them. i only realize what iv done after i do it. i know id never hurt my friends or never say anything to hurt my friends so i always wonder what the f*** i was thinking. i try to apologize but that just makes things worse most of the time. iv lost a lot of friends this way. im scared that one day i might end up hurting someone i care about physically. i dont want to not be me.