everyone says so many nice things to means and complement me so much but every positive thing seems to just bounce off me. it would take thousands of complements for me to think there true. it might have been less if everyone didnt lie to me all the time. and the someone says somthing negative to me. someone says im ugly. some one says im lazy. someone says im stupid. and for some reason those things dont just stick to me. there bolders that where thrown at me. they crush me. im feel like im nothing. but i know thats not true. i know im someone and i can do great things and that i have done great things. but the fact that i still feel like everyones lieing makes me believe that even ther complements are lies. and the fact that i cant even trust my family makes me feel bad. i constantly try to get complements from everyone so that maybe id stop feeling like this but all its done is make me feel selfish. i need help in my life but i think i can do it on my own. if i cant do it on my own i feel worthless. but im not. and i know that. i just need to believ that. it would help if everyone finally understood that words hurt more than wounds. and im figting so that i can finally fell like im somebody. i know that there are people out there that care for me. but its alight. if you feel this way to know someones out there fighting for you. if you still think no one is then i am. even if we dont know each other ill fight for you!