Finally, i found a site where i can confess my feeling for my friend. I’ve been hiding my feelings all this time. Im a bisexual. I have 2 friends which i treasured the most among my friends. C and Y. But i like Y the most. No, i love her. I love her more than a friend. It started when we got close when we were in second yr in college , second sem. C introduce me to her. And apparently, we were classmates in surveying 1. At first, shes just a normal friend. We always having fun together, laugh together until our stomach hurts. Little did i know, im slowly falling in love with her. I dont know how did it happen. I keep telling myself that I should just ignore this feelings. But i cant. She’s irresistable. She didnt know im a bisexual. Everytime I look at her, i feel that time stops and my heart beats faster and its so happy that it might explode because of happiness. But along with happy moments, there are many times that im crying my heart out to sleep. She has a bf. Im not angry to him, im jealous. My heart aches everytime I see her with him. The thought of how she loves that guy makes me sad and broken. I tried to not to think of her everyday, but i failed. I always think of her from the moment i wake up everymorning to the night time before i go to sleep. I always making excuse that im angry or upset for her to notice me. But all her attention and love is for her bf only ?. I love her so much. I always giving her all my attention. Everytime she needed me, im always right there for her. Getting near to her is the happiest moment in my life right now. I love everything about her. Just seeing her beautiful face, gives me strength and happiness. How i wished she knew my true feelings for her. Im deeply in love with her. What shoud i do? I cant confess that im a bi. What if she ignores me? What if we lose our friendship. I dont want that to happen. I cant lose her. Thats why even if it hurts seeing her with him, i will stay by her side forever even just a friend. I love you Yel even if u dont love me back the way i want to. I will still be your friend until the end. I wish I could just forget u but I cant ?
