Hi, here i would to confess. Recently I think I have mental disorder or depression, well I don’t know which one. Since my father screwed up with other women, I feel like I want to throw myself from highest building but I can’t. Everyday I think about suicide but I can’t do it. Everyday I keep all this problem in my head without anyone know since nobody notice the changes that happen inside me. I mean nobody care enough about me since they did not notice at all. I always feel like I want to throw up, I want bang my head at wall, I want to slash my hand with knife but I can’t do it. I feel like I already broken and lifeless. Am I crazy right now?
