i feel so anxious and self destructive like ive been slowly cutting contact with people i hold so dear because i feel like hey theyll leave my sad a** anyway might aswell
this self destructive thing is f****** me up i keep wking up not eing able to breathe and making myself anxious to hell and back and im over it f***
they cant get a chance to leave me if i dont give it to them so i wont i cant i
