I have the biggest, probably the most hugest crush on my straight best friend. She’s amazing. She’s so sweet, cute, caring, and always there for me. She told me she used to be bisexual, which made me feel kinda bad. Basically, I missed my chance. Not too sure if I had one, though. I really want to marry this girl, but sadly, she’s straight now. I wish I could admit my feelings, but there’s no point if she isn’t even into girls. It feels like I don’t just want her, I need her. I really love her. For 3 whole years I’ve loved her.