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Im only 15 but I hear and see things. The seeing is usually figures that flash across my eyes or things in the corner of my eye that when I look at disappear. I hear all sorts of things though. Like I might hear a response to a question I ask that either wasnt the right one or wasnt even answered yet at all. Sometimes I hear 1 or just a few words as an answer when I ask myself a question. Or the worst was when I was in the shower the night of the last episode with my dad (hes pretty much mentally abusive. But im stuck because my mom doesnt want me) and the main reason why I suspect I have psychosis or skits. I was in the shower and the sound of the water kept disorting into white noise and inaudible whispers. And I couldve swore I heard distant crying but it might have been my own, im not really that sure. Thats when I scratched my skin raw on my right thigh with my nails. So bad theres a nasty scar. Once I got out, the only thought on my mind was to grab the knife in my drawer and do more. I wanted to feel more pain, I e n j o y e d it. So I cut my left thigh. I dont even remember exactly when though, right after my shower or the middle of the night. I’m apparently diagnosed with anxiety and ADHD but I’m not too sure honestly.

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