I did a really bad think

I did a really bad think sleeping over at my friends house last night that i had already gotten in trouble for something of this sort with someone else… My friend had fallen asleep and he already knew that i was gay. But for me he is just irresistibly hot to me, so i was kind of feeling him up and we can just say that things got crazy. To the point were i was blowing him, and i really dont know why i did it. I Really just wish i hadn’t but he cumed in my mouth and I really enjoyed it. But eventualy he would keep like waking up, and the last time i started to fell him he was awake and he was like wow man what are you doing… And i was texting him and he really wants to know what was in my “dream.” but now every time i talk about it, it feels as if something is pushing on my chest so i can breath and eating away at the back of my heart and i get a shock down the back of my spine, and i just get this feeling like it just isnt going to go away…

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