I am not getting any younger.
No one is, that's a given, but as the years go by they have something to show for them.
I don't.
I don't have a job, i don't have a man, i don't even have a good combination of friends (i only have 1 bff from high school that i can't live without, everyone else is an accessory).
I am such a b**, and it's so annoying because all what other bums' had to do in their lives to become bums was to just sit on their asses and do nothing.
I put myself out there, worked hard (well about 1/2 the time) and got nothing. It's not fair, I'm not even that good with the b** thing, wtf!
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What I found interesting about your confession is that you highlight what you DON’T have. I don’t this, I don’t that.
Be thankful that you can wake up and see the world, that you can eat and drink, that you have legs to walk, even that you are intellectual enough to write this message.
Not everyone is as fortunate as you, from today on highlight what you DO have, and be thankful for what you DO HAVE! You will see that your life will change! Don’t be afraid to change, see it this way, you have nothing to loose, if you don’t have anything!
Hope that helps…
Have a goal… no matter what it is… the thing about life is that you should always have something on your to-do list…
I’m still bum-ish… but now i have a goal… so moving up and out of the list… try it.
I had goals, and I’m getting further and further away from them, and that’s what hurts.
Now I’m just taking it one day at a time.
I did make a goal that I should achieve by the end of July so, let’s see how that works.
And thanks r. yea I try to concentrate on what I have, but when you’re sitting bored out of your ass, and lonely, it’s hard, and i am doing that a LOT these days.
The happy moments where i bond with family or friends happen 2-3 times a week, moments where i am all myself not know what the hell am i supposed to do happen at least 10 times a week.
You worked hard…half the time? If you only give 50% then its no wonder you got let go. Lool at everything else. You give it 50% too? I suspect that if someone held a gun to your head you’d only give 50% of yourself to takl your way out of it. Might as well be the cause. You fighting for your life here and all you doin is givin it 50% of effort to save it.