just stupid confession..i don’t know who i should confess or let this feeling out. currently i feel like i want to end my life..i’m tired to live my life..i feel useless..if read this maybe it’s my last time i writting this. in my university, we need to join like a camp in order to stay in campus..i didn’t go and yeah i didn’t get to stay in campus. i didn’t have drive license..i want to make one but currently my family have financial problem. my father didn’t get a new job yet. he apply loan and get rejected and it hurt my feelings whhen i know my dad work hard for it..somehow i feel responsible for all this..i feel useless as child..i didn’t get to do anything to help other than pray for the best for my father. i feel like i should not continue my studying and i should work instead to help my family..i hope someone read this and comfort me
