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to my dear veen (yes u salam)
when i saw u in ur graduation gown all changed and happy but i saw it in ur eyes it was smth missing ur life was so complete except for one part of it, ive loved since the 6th grade and am sorry i was weird back in the 9th grade and i stopped talking to u at the 10th it wasnt because i hated u its because i loved u so much the fear of saying smth stupid ruined me and drove me mad, i truly am sorry and i envy the version of me that had the guts to talk to u and even more of the version that got to date u and make u happy and be with u, when she got that 30 foot long lette rapologizing for being a bad friend and u told me to take a pic and i was making jokes making u laugh that signature laugh htat would make my entire week, honestly idk what to do i could probably move to germany chase my dreams or stay here be with u, u have been the not just the love of my life but the one of the reasons i wake up, but unfortunatly not only due to the fact of my cowardly nature but also due to the fact that we live in seperate worlds after the incident, i apologize for what i was and still am but i still hold on to that glimmer of hope that u see this and maybe msg me on insta saying all those things u wanted to say when u saw me that one last time at graduation cause i can read those eyes like anybook and its been my favorite book ever since the 6th grade,

maybe in another life urs truly
-A.K or the guy u sat across in at the bus who lifted weights and smelled like s***

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I’m a female, nineteen years old, nothing special about me tbh although I seem to be a lot interesting to guys twice my age. I’m not that attractive but I was almost raped by my cousin when I was eight. I’m an only child and that’s my misery, everyone thinks I’m spoiled while I’m broke. I was raised by my mother, being a burden and a debt to her but I was unaware that after I grow up, I’ll have to repay everything. My mother sold her body in order to earn money, about which I always knew because there were a lot of men and women who visited the house we lived in, I decided to stay silent about it and nobody knew where my father is, my mother said he’s a bad guy. I turned fifteen and my mother introduced me to a man in his thirties, who has a wife and a child already. I was against it, but she said that he won’t be having s*x with me, he’ll just touch and groom me until I get into adulthood but nightmare came soon. She fell into poverty and made me have s** with him, that night is hunting and painful, I can still feel the pain in my private part when I remember it, I bled a lot, my innocence was took away from me at sixteen. After that, my mother showed me to two more men, introduced me to them, made me sleep with them for money, saying that it’s all for my future. F*ck you mother.

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I’m a female, nineteen years old, nothing special about me tbh although I seem to be a lot interesting to guys twice my age. I’m not that attractive but I was almost raped by my cousin when I was eight. I’m an only child and that’s my misery, everyone thinks I’m spoiled while I’m broke. I was raised by my mother, being a burden and a debt to her but I was unaware that after I grow up, I’ll have to repay everything. My mother sold her body in order to earn money, about which I always knew because there were a lot of men and women who visited the house we lived in, I decided to stay silent about it and nobody knew where my father is, my mother said he’s a bad guy. I turned fifteen and my mother introduced me to a man in his thirties, who has a wife and a child already. I was against it, but she said that he won’t be having s*x with me, he’ll just touch and groom me until I get into adulthood but nightmare came soon. She fell into poverty and made me have s** with him, that night is hunting and painful, I can still feel the pain in my private part when I remember it, I bled a lot, my innocence was took away from me at sixteen. After that, my mother showed me to two more men, introduced me to them, made me sleep with them for money, saying that it’s all for my future. F*ck you mother.

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