Alot of loss the last few months. So much mourning. grief. I’m tired. no more. I need to start over. re do this awful year.
Why do I feel jealous of his other assistant? I wonder if they’ve been intimate. He’s my superior at work, he’s married, he has a teenage daughter who suffers from epilepsy. I’m engaged to my fiancé, yet I can’t stop thinking of him. I wish I was his lover (mistress). I don’t mean to take his wife’s place. Still, the thought of him and this girl drives me insane, even though I had a fantasy about them having sᴇx with each other while I’m watching and ᴍᴀsᴛᴜʀʙᴀᴛɪɴɢ.
I said this once and I’ll say it again. Not all mentally ill people are the same. Schizophrenic people DO NOT KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING. So STOP SAYING THERE’S NO EXCUSE FOR THEM KILLING SOMEONE. Would you say there’s no excuse for a person calling you a bad name in their sleep? Would you say there’s no excuse for your child walking outside past midnight in their sleep? It’s NOT A THING OF THERE’S NO EXCUSE but the need to SHIFT THE FOCUS ON WHO TO BLAME. OUR GOVERNMENT NEEDS TO OPEN THESE FACILITIES BACK UP,THEY NEED A CAREGIVER TO BE SURE THEY TAKE THEIR MEDICINE, A GOOD DOCTOR THAT’S ON TOP OF THE PATIENTS SCHEDULE,RECOGNIZE AND ACCEPT THE FACT THEY ARE ILL NOT CRIMINALS!!!
