I have PTSD towards SA like this is normal but I get triggered by everything and shut myself up and I wanna fucking cry but I kinda cant because my coping

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I have PTSD towards SA like this is normal but I get triggered by everything and shut myself up and I wanna f****** cry but I kinda cant because my coping mechanismis to ignore what I’m feeling so TO make myself cry I force myself to listen EVEN MORE triggering songs and wait until it does it’s magic specifically listening korn this feels awful but korn relaxes me in the end when you bond with the.. yeah..

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