I’ve never been more lonely than I have been these past few yrs. It eats at my core.
I’ve been an e***** for four years. I can’t look at a man without feeling such visceral disgust. I really hate this but the money is so good. I have my own house and car and I’ve put myself through school with no loans and am in pharmacy school now, still no loans. I’m just so tired.
When JoAnna Freeland saw me today I could tell she was disappointed I was still there. All I can say is that I share her disappointment in my existence.
