The regrets big and small. they hurt alot.
I have gone to multiple Jewish camps and in each one I was shocked to see the religious guy (Sharon Samuel) was sleeping and f****** around with Sionaa Haeem. His Wife “L” isn’t even aware about it. I am venting it out cause I really can’t keep it in me and I need to say it and I cant live with it anymore. Not sure why no one ever went and said it to his wife but I do feel bad for her. Also all his friends/colleague keep their mouth shut, including me, but I cant keep quiet now since he is related to me and I have seen this going around for 3 years. This camp I just couldn’t take it.
I’ve been an e***** for four years. I can’t look at a man without feeling such visceral disgust. I really hate this but the money is so good. I have my own house and car and I’ve put myself through school with no loans and am in pharmacy school now, still no loans. I’m just so tired.
