Tbh I really didnt care if you were 10 years older and i really really liked you you DID see me in more big brother lil sister way maybe?? but I HATED MYSELF EVERYDAY for building up a crush and the guilt of not being able to tell you what I feel is driving me insane im listening the music you listen I’m playing what you’ve played and I wanna enjoy what you do in life simply im way too fond of you to give up but too dumb to move it forward as well I feel awful I love you D I love you so much I really want my life with you but its js doomed and no can do :c
