I've been with her for 6 years. She thinks we have $10k saved for our dream home. It's all in my name. She trusts me completely. That account has been

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I’ve been with her for 6 years. She thinks we have $10k saved for our dream home. It’s all in my name. She trusts me completely.

That account has been empty for over two years.

It started with a job loss. Then health problems. Then just… keeping up appearances. I took out credit card after credit card to maintain our “normal” life. She doesn’t know any of them exist. She doesn’t know we have nothing. Zero. Actually worse than zero.

Last week we found the house. She cried happy tears. We agreed to contact the bank. They’ll run my credit. They’ll see the maxed cards, the actual debt, the missing down payment. Probably mid-next week.

I love her so much it physically hurts. And I’m about to destroy her trust completely.

If you’re reading this and thinking about starting a small lie to protect someone you love – don’t. I thought I’d fix it before it mattered. Years went by. It always, always comes out. The longer you wait, the more catastrophic the reveal.

I’ve failed. I’m just sitting here waiting for my entire life to collapse, and I deserve every piece of it. She doesn’t deserve any of it but I just.. don’t know what to say or do. I don’t imagine there being any way out of this mess as this would literally require some sort of monetary miracle and help from strangers as I couldn’t phantom this anonymous letter becoming recognizable that it is me. I did set up anonymous monero wallet for the i guess one in million chance that someone sees that I am not a bad person and I want to fix this, but right now I just can’t do anything 🙁 The wallet if anyone is curious: 8AqXjsuHnzWaxGaEYoV37Scm1tgougkASbKjUDvzcVF9ctgXfsiRWivcwF6Dbb2F63BzW3xdPyxiNNSh63FUuV1PCrJS5Zj

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