• 1 week ago

I’m starting to realize that being cheated on by some of my exes has left some serious scars.

I’ve been with my current partner for nearly 5 years now. I know they love me and would never want to hurt me, but sometimes I find myself overthinking about certain situations and feeling anxious about very little things.

I don’t feel like I’m a victim; if anything, I know it’s just a subconscious reaction of mine and/or a fear I’ve developed. The biggest problems arise when I forget why I’ve become such a paranoid and jealous person, treating these issues of mine as fact, natural, and innate. I really wish I could love them and think about them in only positive ways…