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I have been living a wasteful life in the last two decades and I still can’t find my way out of this, and I have been thinking about ending my life.

If you read this and you believe in God and Jesus and are willing to spare a few seconds of your life, would you mind to pray for me, so I can finally leave these wasteful things behind, return home to Japan and live a good, normal life, meet and marry my sweetheart and have a family of my own?

Please…

I don’t want to live like this anymore…

I am not a stranger to miracles.
I believe what God and Jesus can do to save me and my life.

Please accept my wholehearted thanks to any of you who are willing to pray for me.

Thank you very much from the bottom of my heart.

New Confession

When I was younger, about 16, I was insatiable and as a result of having my first anonymous hookup with another kid that was 16 (off omegle of all things) I sought to have more.
In this effort I downloaded Grindr and lied about being 18, eventually finding someone who hosted an anon darkroom not even 5 minutes away and who was more than happy leaving their door unlocked and a** ready. After I was invited over and tentatively entered their place I immediately set about u*********, going to nothing in a minute and slowly started up the steps to his room. Once in his room I was approached in the dark by him – a 30-something yr old man who was equally as naked but twice my size – and he reached down and started to blow me once he settled on his knees. Within minutes once I was sufficiently erect I prodded him onto the bed and had him bend over, eventually sliding in without any additional lubrication and begun to – at the age of 16 – f*** this older mans a**. I went for about 20 minutes by my estimation and slowly over the course of the f****** went from doggy, to sideways to having him lie fully down whilst I went to town on him.
Eventually I finished in him and got up and left. Once home I gushed to him about how much fun it was and how I appreciated him taking a chance with me, with some more conversation eventually leading to my age being revealed and – to my own surprise – him revealing that he’d prefer it if we kept going in spite of it. I’d meet him continuously, probably once to 3 times a month or even multiple times in the same week until I moved away at 18. I never saw his face but I remember being inside him so vividly.

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