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I miss you. I just want you to see me as all that I can be. I can be anything and everything you want. I can be exactly that woman. I can keep my mouth shut and never complain another day in my life if you just took me back. Why now all do the sudden do you care about everything just when you’re suddenly not with me? I wasn’t holding you back. I grew up and you left me for that, and now you’re realizing what that means. I still miss you. My selfishness is justified; it cannot top yours even if it tried. I hope you hate the gift I give you. I hope it haunts you. I hope it shows through as a token that I cared too much about you, and you cared not enough to late. I hope it shows you not that I’m hurting, but that I can be both sorry and upset at the same time. That maybe, just maybe, for once in the world, I’m not the monster you can pin all your problems on.
I tried. I’m still trying, in vain. You’re doing exactly what he did to me. You always said you would be different, and you didn’t like hearing about him because you hated the similarities. Then maybe don’t be like him. Don’t be like all of them. They all run away. They all abandoned me. It hurts. It hurts so much. And you don’t care, you never cared.
You made me feel so loved when you offered to leave the party with me, but you hurt me so much when we went inside and abandoned me for hours.
You always moved away when I got close. In class, in public, when we were together.
Why do I want you? I never wanted anyone else like this when they left. Never wanted anyone like this when I left.
What’s the point? If everything I have ever said that isn’t b******* elicits either nothing or aggression from you?
Why do you hate me so much?
You’re just like him. You don’t want to feel guilty for shopping around.

I love you. I. Love. You. I love you. 143 like always. I gave you everything I had. I gave you everything because I knew you deserved it. I can’t have any of it back and that hurts more than anything because you would never know what that feels like. Im still bleeding because of you. Every time I talked about you everyone told me to break up with you.

Stop being upset with me for calling you out when you’re being a d***. You’re hurting. We all are. That doesn’t make it right.

You can do whatever you want, but I hope you grow up one day and get a conscious. I never wanted to hurt you. I’d do anything to make you feel loved. I hold you that. I tried as best as I could.

Let’s play discord poker again sometime. I miss that the most.

New Confession

The sun had barely risen when Artemis and Diana boarded the train with Usagi and Chibiusa. The field trip to the countryside was supposed to be a bonding experience—a time for laughter, exploration, and simple joys.

Artemis watched Diana chase butterflies in the tall grass, her laughter a bell in the wind. For once, everything felt… perfect.

Back in Tokyo, Luna sat at the window, watching the world move on without her. She’d offered to stay behind—someone had to keep an eye on things. But now, the silence in the house echoed. Artemis hadn’t even looked back when he left. He trusted her. Maybe too much.

The silence was broken that evening.

A tomcat with smoky fur and ember eyes slinked through the alley. He looked at her like he knew all her secrets—and wanted to uncover more. She told herself it was harmless. Just talk. Just company.

But the loneliness in her chest howled louder than her reason.

It happened once.

Then twice.

Then she lost count.

The toms came and went like shadows in the night. She told herself she was still in control. That Artemis would understand. That it didn’t mean anything.

But one day, Luna couldn’t get up.

Her body ached. Her mouth was dry. Her reflection was a stranger—eyes sunken, fur matted. When Artemis returned, the scent of another tom still lingered faintly in the air.

He didn’t say a word. He saw her curled on the rug, trembling, and simply called for Usagi.

The vet’s diagnosis was swift, clinical, cold.

Feline STD.

The words hung in the air like a storm cloud.

Usagi sobbed in the waiting room. Artemis stood rigid, as if struck by lightning. Diana didn’t understand why Papa’s voice cracked when he asked, “How could you?”

Luna couldn’t meet his eyes.

“I was lonely,” she rasped. “I thought you’d forgotten me.”

His silence was more brutal than any scream. He turned to leave.

“Don’t take Diana—please…”

“She’s my daughter,” Artemis said without looking back. “She doesn’t need to learn betrayal this young.”

The door clicked shut behind him.

Days turned into weeks.

No more toms came. The city seemed to have forgotten her. Only Usagi remained—gentle, loyal, brushing her fur and humming lullabies that once comforted the whole family.

Luna took her medicine. She learned to live with her illness. But nothing dulled the ache.

She passed Diana once in the park. The kitten looked up, confused, but Artemis turned her gently away.

They didn’t speak.

And so Luna lived on—not in redemption, but in reckoning.

Every night she looked at the moon, her namesake, and wondered how something so bright could feel so far away.

The story was generated by an AI software, according to my imagination.

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