My dad had some friends over and they’re all like alcoholics and d r u g g i e s and s h i t so they all watched porn on the living room tv and one of my

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My dad had some friends over and they’re all like alcoholics and d r u g g i e s and s h i t so they all watched p*** on the living room tv and one of my dads friends has been known to have boyfriends in prison and my dad ran out of d r u g s but he told the guy if he gave him more that he could go and sleep in my room tonight. He gave my dad the d r u g s and he immediately went to my room to talk me into him sleeping in there. I heard all of this but was like 10 so i didnt realize what it meant. Anyway, my dumb a s s thought it was a sleepover and was playing with this man all night and he said “man its getting hot in here can we take our clothes off” and i was like “daddy doesnt care he walks around naked a lot” so he said “ok lets do it” and i thought it was funny so we took our clothes off and was playing n a k e d in my room for a while and then he made me a special drink and said that it would warm me up a bit, and it was the best drink i ever had. It tasted amazing, like nothing ive ever had before but like a strawberry soda. It was warm in my mouth and swallowing it i felt the warmth of the drink go down. He laughed as i made faces drinking it. After a little while of playing n a k e d together, I started to feel light headed and i kept swaying and almost falling over, so he picked me up and put me on my bed and said he was gonna put a movie on for us to watch and lay down to. I could hardly lift my body up off of the bed to get under the covers so i just laid there feeling this weird but tingling sensation running through my body as a disney movie started playing on the tv. Then I felt him crawl behind me and his body heat felt like a wave of energy and i said nothing as he scooted behind me and curled up to me where his body was perfectly engulfing mine. His of course was like 6’1 and I was roughly 4’9. I have an athletic build from sports and farm duties at home but dad also is a hard a s s and makes me work out with him on his gym set he has set up on the back porch. You can see the entire farm from the back porch, and my room is right next to it. I remember looking out of the window and seeing someone standing on the porch smoking a cigarette as my dad’s friend started rubbing me and massaging me. My body tingled and his fingers felt like tickles and he rubbed his fingers all over my shiulders and back and then down my spine and then my b*** cheeks which tickled so bad i squirmed and then he ran his fingers across my thighs to my front up to my w i e n e r which felt super ticklish and then to my abs and chest and then he did it all over again. When he reached my w i e n e r the second time he rubbed his fingers across it lightly making me squirm for a bit but then it felt better and less ticklish and we watched the movie like this for a while until i felt his w i e n e r poking me and he said “i’m gonna stick my d i c k inside of you, don’t move” and i couldnt anyway so i just laid there as he pushed his d i c k inside of me and it tongled and burned at the same time but then he used some stuff in a bottle that made it go numb and felt good after that. Kind of warm and i could feel his w i e n e r sliding inside of my b u t t h o l e and how massive it was compared to me. This man was ruining my hole and i had no idea what was even going on. Of course now that i’m 14 I know what it was.

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One of my mom’s sisters came down to visit her and my mom had a doctor’s appointment and she laughed and my aunt came into my bedroom and she started telling me about her catching her husband with the daughter and I said are you kidding me she said no and so I asked her well what are you going to do about something like that she says well I want to get back at at him for doing that and my daughter I wanted you know get back at them for doing that and I said do they know that you know she goes yeah I walked right in on them right when he was coming inside of her and I said really she goes yes and she said that’s kind of the reason why she’s down here visiting my mom just to get away and I said okay and I said what do you mean get get back at them she says well I want to have s** with you and I looked at I said what and she said yeah. Then I asked you I said does my mom know about this and she said well your mom told me that you and her have been fooling around since your father died and I wanted to have some s** with you myself and I said it’s okay and so she just wrote right in front of me and I never thought my aunt this Aunt anyways would do something like this with me and and so I just wrote and she’s just sitting on my bed right in front of me naked and so I started kissing her and started getting it on and I ended up f****** her and coming inside of her and she says we need to keep doing this until you get me pregnant and I should have what and she said yeah I want to get pregnant by you. I said Mom knows about this and she said yes. So me and my aunt pretty much had s** every day twice a day sometime. She was here for almost a whole month and we did it every single day on the day twice sometime and we both are enjoying each other s******* doing a little bit of k**** things now and then and she was really enjoying me shooting my sperm inside of her she said every time that I did to put it so deep inside of her that she would get pregnant. I got pregnancy test done and she was pregnant when she left here going back to her husband and her daughter so he would know that he was doing the same thing that he was with cheating on her with their daughter and pregnant with my baby inside of her I know he didn’t really care for me at all that’s why she wanted me to do it with her and have s** with her she got really good at it and k**** too on some of the things that we used to do I tied her up a few times really enjoyed that cuz I can do anything I wanted to and I did I made it s*** my c*** a lot and then stick it back inside of her when I was done about to come just to make sure we got her pregnant before she left.

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I never used to think suppressed or recovered memories were a real thing until i experienced them. I had always wondered why some childhood memories did not seem to be there, no normal memories of growing up, or why what few i had were specifically what they were. And similar with dreams. Turns out they weren’t dreams they were suppressed blocked memories. I was vaguely aware that extended family was weird and vague rumors and gossip were there in the background but i had never been sucked into that creepy sick vortex. Turns out i was after all. But apparently in my specific case it was both my mother and older sister that were molesting me (i am male). Dont go down the road of boys cannot be molested by women, nor that only men do this. I did not sign up for giving my sister o r a l s e x with her legs holding me in place when i was 10. I did not ask for my mother to m a s tbur bate me as i lay sick and feverish in bed with her hand tightly over my eyes as i squirmed and panicked through the confusion of my first waking climax when i was 11, and was left sprayed with my own s e m e n as she simply left me lying there. I ended up hypers e x ualized and a s** addict by these experiences and still struggle to be physical with a woman, and have an utter aversion to m a st u rba tion.