“I am 21 years old. I was only 14 when I fell in love with him. Even now, two years after our breakup, I still cannot move on. It is not for a lack of trying; I have literally tried everything, but I just cannot let him go. I loved him so deeply that I never even touched him. There is so much love left in my heart that I do not know how many more tears I have to cry to forget him. I constantly ask myself why I cannot choose someone else, but the truth is, I am simply not ready for another relationship. I truly feel we share a soulmate connection, and seeing him in my dreams makes my heart bleed. While I might look completely normal on the outside, I have become avoidant and have no one to share the chaos in my head. I am physically and emotionally ill now because of him, and I have suffered far more than I can even write down here.”