I am being tortured again. It is a psychological torture. I hate those who torture me. I want them dead or want them to stop torturing me! I cannot take it any more! They are doing it for 6 years almost all the time. I hope my life is not real and that I will wake up from all of this soon. I hope this is just a stupid, sadistic simulation of reality in some great simulation. Like E. Musk or R. Virk said. I want to be waken up from this fucked up ‘ Matrix’ alike life! I WANT OUT! I CAN’T STAND THIS SADISTIC TORTURE ANY MORE!!!