Laying awake with anxiety over stupid s***. Today I was annoyed with my boss for a couple reasons and let them slip to the girl I work with. I’m worried she’s going to tell my boss. I was muttering to myself like a crazy person at one point. God I embarrassed myself. This nonsense is why I am waiting for a referral to a psychiatrist. I have become an a******. Frustrated all the time. Anti social. Sad as f***. I hate myself. I don’t want to be like this.
