i loved my b****. and now i hate them after how much i associate with them. first guy to EVER see them (july 2022) never talked to me again after that day and i have to see him at school everyday and have 2 classes with him. the second and only other guy to see them constantly told me how small they were and would criticize them constantly, then would continue by saying he was just joking but sometimes when talking seriously would tell me he wasn’t joking. this made me extremely self conscious and i constantly seeked validation from him about them. he’d constantly talk about the other girl’s t*** he’d seen and half the time would tell me he’s seen better than mine and the other half of the time he’d say mine are the best he’s ever seen. once i got really upset early in the relationship. i “self harmed” on my rib cage right below then and he freaked out and became actually angered because he said it ruined how my b**** looked. the scars are hardly noticeable and after they healed it didn’t matter bc you can’t see them but now i hate my b**** bc the only two guys to ever see them made me feel so bad about them.