No, he hasn’t changed. He just doesn’t act that way with me. To the people around him he is the same monster. Does that make me special? Does he think that i will feel special and happy because I’m treated differently. He cannot control his anger. I notice it. I notice how he will use violence against our dogs when they dont comply. When they beg for food or enter the house when they’re not supposed to, he gets angry and mad. Will he treat me that way again? Will he be unable to control his emotions and shout? Will he vent his anger on me? Crying isn’t working anymore. My tears aren’t falling. I want to cry but I can’t.